CulDeSac

Djakarta, 26.10.04 -22.39-

Today I`m [B]SINGLE [/B] ! again... belom official sih .. but it`s just the matter of time aja ..

Thx to All support and One lil confession of a very gewd friend of mine..

[B]Bee:[/B]tell me something i dun know
[B]Bee:[/B]did he ever tell u anything pas dia jalan sama gue?
[B]Friend:[/B]yah this is the hardest thing
[B]Friend:[/B]drpd lo stuck2 kaya org gila
[B]Bee:[/B]eh gua buKannya interogasi elO loh ...
[B]Friend:[/B]i know
[B]Bee:[/B]kaLo bWat elo ribet mNdingan gaX usa kasih taO gue
[B]Friend:[/B]gw kasi tau elo jg..gw anggep lo temen gw..dan gw ga mao elo ke sia2 kaya gini...yah gw kasi tau elo..tp ga usah di bring up jd brantem blabla gitu ke si **** asal lo tau aja orgnya kek gimana
[B]Bee:[/B]yap
[B]Friend:[/B]kapan ari emg dia blg
[B]Friend:[/B]katanya dia udah males jalan ma elo
[B]Friend:[/B]nanya2 gimana ngejaohin la apala
[B]Friend:[/B]ttg si d**** itu gw jg dah tau
[B]Bee:[/B]hihi
[B]Friend:[/B]dia yg crita


--End of conf--

My last tribute for my Love one .. :p Bee.. Bee Bee.. nomore bee tomorrow..
It would only remain as a sweet beautiful memory inside ...
Perih na :) .. Hari ini gua sedih berat.. :) .. It`s olwes b d hardest thing to know d truth.. :) life must gO on anyway .. Buat apa memberikan sesuatu untuk di sia2kan

22.20
mySMS : ***** kita putus aja yah?

no answer.. :) as olwes henpOn dia mati ..

i Should`ve done this a long time ago.. dari awal gua jadian sama dia pun gua dah taO kalo ini bakal terjadi eventually .. Smua org pasti bilanX : Kalo dah taO knapa begO amat mO jadian? ..
The answer is ..
Karena kebodohan gua yg terlanjur sayanX.. meski gua coba nGalihin rasa sayanX gua dulu ke hal2 laen .. tapi perCuma.. jadi gua jalanin ajah .. gua mO taO kayaX paan sih jahatnya dia.. :p

Now i know... n how i wish i Could wake up from my darkest nitemare .. No regrets though... Dat`s a decision i`ve made.. and this is the conseQuences i should take and carry on wif my live..

Wish him my very best - i Know it wouldn`t be hard for him to find my replacement .. and it`s very nice to hear that eventho.. Wouldn`t be a pleasant words to my ear nor my eyes at the mOment..
No tears ... Not at all.. They`ve frozen deep down inSide .. Gewd thing though.. i dun hafta waste no more.. :D

Today .. i Waved him G`bye .. and wiSh him.. the bestest luck... ever...

[CENTER][B][SIZE=3]End of the Road[/SIZE] [/B]

Every beginning will come to an end
And every story has a meaning
Today you heard and try to see what the story tells
And when the night comes before you
You realize that you were thinking about something new

Every step that you take will make another path
And every new path you made
Will also take you to an end
And when you realize you were alone in the dead end
You`ll see the only way to survive is to breakthrough

Every joy will come to an end
And every sorrow also meets its end someday
Things that make you sad
Or things that make you smile
Become nothingness if you keep staring above

Whatever you do and wherever you are
Share your dreams with someone you love
Because everything will come to an end
And the very moment before the end
You will realize it a big mistake

Not to let the others know what you felt inside
And the only way to out is death[/CENTER]

phew.. haRi ini panjanX yah ... :D :D hahah :D .. Well.. I`ll see brigther tomorrow and never ending Journey ahead of me..

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[B][I]The beloved butterflies of mine..
come..
come back to your shelter..
Where there`s no harm nor pain

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My dearest angels
Save your precious wings
Back to the little empire of ours[/I][/B]