Djakarta, 01.11.04 -15.24-

[COLOR=DarkOrange][SIZE=4][B]Monday[/B][/SIZE][/COLOR]

Wew.. Monday ..
i HATE monday like everybody else dOes..
hari ini gua baNgun rada sianX LAGI ! hahahaa .. i haf trouble wakin` up early..
salah satu bad hbit gua sih ... Phew..

Di kantor nggaX ada kerjaan yg gimana baNget .. Quite some stuff to do .. but.. OMG .. ribet smuWanya...
I`m reconsidering about changin` job .. Coz actually .. i Din feel i belong here... i din even know in which coMpany i work 4.. hahah coz too many comPany inside this lil building ...
-_________-"

Moreover, kerjaan gua nggaX sesuai job descnya.. but hey i need something for my Curriculum Vitae to be proud of later when i`m applying to another jOb.. hahahah :D :D Currently,i`m in Progress buat website company jg .. later kaLo dah kelaR i`ll give out the links here.. nyam2.. :D

Speaking about jobs.. i really miss my old Job.. Back then eventhough i gotta stay back late and havin` those overnight duties but .. i REALLY enjoyed it.. Too bad .. It din last long, coz i really had difficulties with their management system..

Now i`m in a stage of considering everything ..
I hafta finished my study .. yg udah di postponed for Quite sometime now..
1 year left.. n i hafta gone abroad again .. THIS is the part i want most
Missing my life di syd, coz i found Indo`s so booring and all...

Well.. I`ll tell u a Bit about myself later on .. abish dari BLOgnya si malehuni.. :o :o n getting inspired on writing something abOut myself.. *nYonteK* kYahahah :D :D :D

but later lah .. coz i`m still at Work :p

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Djakarta, 01.11.04 -02.10-

kyaaaa tmen baeX gua dari kmaren ULtah gua tpOnin nggaX bisa2 .. :( :( uhuQ .. Oh well... Happy B`day BWat aNNy ciNtakuw.. hiQ hiQ :( :( dia ultah pas helowin gituW .. kyaaaaaaaaaa...

hari ini gua baNgun sianX... akhiRnya nOnton Tipi deh .. pas lage banyaX banget acaRa serem2.. jadinya gua nOnton The simpson di Start World dari sianX sampe soRe.. wkakakQ brapa episode tuh .. @_@ amPle kliung2 mata gue.. wkakakaQ

gaX berapa lama boSen liat simpson .. gua nOnton a cinderella story .. wahahah ceRitanya rada baSi .. cman beRhub gua dmen sama hillary duff.. jadi yah baguS2 ajah deh .. cRita aBege .. wakakakQ :p

gaX bRapa lama tmen dari TK gua tpOn tiba2.. wahahahQ dah lama banget nggaX ketemuan sama dia.. akhiRnya dia tpOn ngajaX pegi ..
sbLom pegi ada yg bikin keseL puLa !.. bah suMpah bete banget,.. sbODo ah ... :mad:

Oh well.. akhiRnya stelah jemPoet sana sini kita pegi maen pooL di metro.. ahUEheu not my day today .. Kalah pula.. wakakakQ :p
gua senenX ketemuan ama tmEn baeX gue lage.. wkakakaQ :D .. :Peace:

hmm .. lage pada Conf an rame2 neh pada.. skalian ah dah mO boboX besoX keRja lage .. *hoSH* kyahaha ^^ :p

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Djakarta, 31.10.04 -03.12

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

gua barusan ajah baleX.. tadi sianX2 di bangunin tmen gue dia suRu gua tmenin dia ke TA mo bayaR telkomsel.. cman yg ada gua malAh blanja
HAHAHA

[B]SHOPPING DAYYYYYYYYYYY[/B] .. phew.. dah lama banGet nggaX shoppin` .. kekekeQ :p tadi gua beli baju + iket pingganX + sunglasses.. *gaya* kYahaha ..

truSh2 .. gua pOto2 barusan cman belOn di scan.. nanti deh :p kYahaha...
trus .. haRi ini sih everything goes oK .. tapi pas udah rada maleman BETE + BaD luCk datenX ...

Masa yah? BELIEVE it OR NOT.. tadi ada KCOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. ada kcoaX di clana gua !!.. OMG !...

bukannya gua joroX sih.. baRusan kan gua nYobain baju gituW di MORGAN .. dah gitu pas udahannya gua buRu2 gitu b2 tmen gua .. di jemput .. org yg jemput dah datenX .. kita bURu2 gitu.. ternyata oh TERNYATA .. ada kCoaX nyuMpet di Clana jeans gue !!!!!!!!!! OMG..

Dat`s d MOST disgusting thing i`ve ever experienced b4... damn it .. pas di bOil tmen guee gua lage chat2.. tiba2 ada yg sakit2 di Paha gue .. sO .. gua garuX.. trus gua kiRa ada smut gituW.. gua pencet2 lah ternyata koQ GEDEEEEEEEEEE... akhiRnya gua tahan ke suDut clana jeans gue .. trus gua pncet..... !!

............
..
..

OMG... SeriOusly.. it was d MOST disgusting thing ever !... bunyi.. *kress* aDUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .. amPun maQ.. ada KCOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.. darimana gua taO ituw kcoa? soalnya gedeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... ! MAMIIIIIIIIIIII :( :( :kagets:

trush .. gua jadi hysterical gituW triaX2 .. gua suRu tmen gua buRu2 ke tmpt tmen gua yg dket2 soNo .. aSTAGA MAKKKKKKKKK.. keQ org kebakaRan jenGGot sumpa d.. belOn puas tuh kCoaX gangguin gue.. sampe tengah jalan gua lage peganXin mayat keCoa dalem clana gue .. ada KCOAX lage 1 biji GEDE banget di tangan kiRi gue .. akhiRnya gua tamBah teriaX2 lage buanX tuh kcoaX ke sgala penjuRu arah ... :( :( :(

ASTAGA.. SuMpah deh dah gitu sampe rumah tmen gua, gua langsunX ke WC.. Oh damn.. gua masih MRinDing BRasainnya.. :( :( :( n IT surely BITE ME !!!!!!!!! paha gua meRah2 nggaX jelas neh skaranX .. UHh !!.. :( :( bener2 .. Cockroach disaster !!!!!

:( :( :( :( :(


Dah gitu gua minjem kaEn bali tmen gue .. gaRa2 gua jijay pake clana jeans gue yg bekas Jenasah kcoaX.. Bagus gua beli belt.. jadi kayaX Rok gituw tuh kaen bali .. akhiRnya kita lanJoet ke tmpt tmen gua uLtah .. trus kaRokean di peninsula.. aduhhhhhhhh emaQ.. di sOno i drank a bit o wine .. and have fun singin`.. kyahahah :p

So ... here i am sittin here with a conf in other window .. still traumatize sama kCOAAAAAAAAAAAAAX !!.. OMG !... jijay suMpah ...
*HoeQ* :berbusa: :berbusa: :berbusa:

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Djakarta, 30.10.04 -01.41-

hMpf...
hari ini keSiyanXan diRiku banGunnya ... ahoEHOEho kayaXNya ampir tiap hari gua banGun kesianXan yah? aoHEHOEho gaX papa sih ...

pagi2 di bikinkesel sama internet kantoR gua yg belOn ada jaringan ke coMpie gua .. abis pindah2an kmaren soaLnya .. jadi gua gax leluasa pake inet .. kecuaLi gua menjajah coMpie tmen gua .. kekekeQ.. giLa gue tanpa inet tuh kagaX bisa kerja .. kayaXnya gua udah bergantunX gituW sama inet.. apa2 lewat imel confirmnya .. beloN lage cari inspiratiOn sama image2 crack an .. kYahahaha :p + chat2nya sih keekekeQ :D

oh welll.. dah gitu tadi lunCh ketemuan sama tmen Chatting gua yg udah kenal mayaN lama banget .. dan baRu ketemu tadi sianX.. wkakakaaQ.. kocaX banget tuh maNusia satu nggaX di Chat ato aslienya sama gOkilnya.. :D :D :D

trus.. gua baRunyadar .. hari ini GAJIANNNNNNNNNNNNNN !! .. :D :D :D :D :D
dang ding dung la la la :p besoX mO nyalON ah .. :genit: ihihimO cet rmbut jadi meRah.. sebel deh ah terakhir gua ngecet rmbut tuh tadinya mo waRna merah Burgundy gitu taO2nya di cet sama kayaX waRna seblOmnya .. :mad: UGh .. cman gua gaX bisa pRotes.. yg tukanX salOnnya tmen gue .. :( :( susahnya kalO org saLon tmen Loe jg .. mO ngomel nggaX enaX.. uhuQ :( :(

OH well.. trus2 tadi gue ke Megamol maen bowlinX.. kYahaha dah 2 taOn lebih kagaX maen bOwling .. makin lama makin paRah neh eke.. ihiQ :( :( cman dapet striKe 1 kali doanX tadi .. teganya uhuQ .. :( :( ..

dah gitu keliling2 kota bntr anterin tmen baleX bla blu blu.. akhiRnya baleX rumah .. niat sih mO nonton A cinderella Story .. cman ini DVD player di Compiegue beneR2 rusaX.. sebel deh tiap 1 mnit dia ngedet2 .. minta di tampaRin .. :mad: ohwell.. mndingan gua boboX ajeh kali yeh? kuranX boboX dari kmarenan ... Nyam2..

ada yg Conf btw? hiQ kaNgen sangat dah lama nggaX Conf an ama anaX kaskOes.. uhuQ uhuQ :p :p mO maen isketch lageeeeeee euyyyy... :p

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Djakarta, 28.10.04 -22.28-

[IMG]http://tinypic.com/eolyb[/IMG]

*gaya* *pOse*
Found this Old pic of mine.. since the topic`s bOut angel.. kyaahha :p

Hari ini .. jalan kayaX hari2 biasanya .. Only with brighter days and Unattached heart.. feeling mOre comfortable and light...
hahah i should`ve dOne this weeks agO..

Phew.. i surely bludgeeeee @ work.. kyaahaha :p din do much wOrk .. just sit there.. dO some website thingy .. and alMOst get it dOne.. hafta clearout some Stuff tomolow... hOpe there won`t be any meetings on Saturday.. geez i hate woRking during Weekends :D ..

Oh yeah.. tadi pagi gua bangun kesianXan gara2 semalem nyariin Program buat uninstall toolbar keparat yg di munCulin sama adeQ gue yg SuperdupeR duduD doNlot bOkep semena2 nggaX jelas .. mendinX kali bagus .. aDuh ampun deh masa msti gua ajaRin jg doNlot dmana? mstinya kan dia harusnya lebih aHli daRi gue :o !!!! GRrr :mad: akhiRnya coMpie gua berVirus ria.. bagus tadi gua check nggaX ada Virus .. cman yg ada stiap kali gua buka Internet eXplorer muncul toolbar biru di bawah ada casino oNline dst dsb .. cari di Control panel nggaX ada uninstallernya cOBa !!!..
GRRRRRRRRR ! :mad: :mad: suMpah gue bete banget !! ..

Akhirnya tuh Compie gua lock smua pake passWord.. ! bete ih .. eniwan knows how to Del dat stoopid toolbar thingy ? kmaren dah doNlot spybot sih .. Yea it HELps.. whenever ada popup gator dst langsunX di block sama dia .. cman toolbarnya tetep ngga mo ilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanX !!! .. :mad: hiQ .. sebel ih .. padahal kan cOmpie gue baRu di beneRin !!.. Ugh ! :( :(

Oh well.. gua masih baca tuh nOvel gue .. ada yg conf nggaX yah malem2 ? Bosen euy :p

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Djakarta, 28.10.04 -01.19-

Foewheuh...
abish mande enaX na .. aOHEHOeheoheoheo capeX banget tadi sehaRian ..
nggaX ngapa2in si di kantoR... aEIHEIheih :D :D ..

akhiRnya gua baleX .. abis daRi maen poOl n blanja blanji di TA .. gua beli 2 buku novel baRu .. fiuh.. akhiRnya bisa di jadiin bacaan sbLOm bboX.. otherwise susah boboX .. uhuQ uhuQ :( :(

ahahaha... I`m feeling weird rite now... Numb? yeaaaaaaaaaa ! .. :D :D
msti nyanyi laGu linkin park neh ... wakakakaQ.. kayaX anaX abege .. :D :D :D *gaya grunge*

arrrghhhhh .. daRi kmaren2 sampe lupa nyelametin org uLtah pula.. duh .. maap yaaaah kawan2 yg ultah kmaren2 pas gua lage mumed.. kyahahaha ^^

[B]-Feeling free and light hearted-[/B]

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27-10-2004, 11:02 AM

At that mOment.. i was thinking my World is turning upside doWn...
My Deepest sorrow.. my greatest lost...
But as Words flow from One mouth ...
I can`t stop gasping and laughing out loud..
And Keep wondering why m i being an idiOt
Maybe it`s true .. that love is blind...
It could cover up almost ANYTHING haha.. :D :D
Ridicilous indeed..

[B][I]My Conf...[/I][/B]
nama disamarkan *Gaya Liputan 6 SCTV*

[B]Friend:[/B] susah bikin dirimu mengerti,**** tu emg ribed
[B]Friend: [/B] tarik ulur
[B]AngelDust:[/B] tarik ulur?
[B]Friend:[/B] kaya dia ma Xnya..die dolo tarik ulur jg..tp pas blakangan kena problem gara2 ga bisa bayar utangnya br lgs dia ngilang
[B]Friend:[/B] mobile phone-nya disni pake nama Xnya, direct debit lgs dr bank account-nya
[B]Friend:[/B] shinta..shinta.. gw mesti jelasin gimana lagi. Selama elo jdan ma dia pas dia msh melb .. makanya td gw blg ma elo. udah lama gw tuh pengen crita ma elo. gw dah capek liat elo di sia2in gini.
[B]Friend:[/B] bae si bae. dia setia kawan. tp negative sidesnya banyak
[B]Friend:[/B] yg kasus *** duitnya dia ga mo balikin. soalnya dia ga ada duit
[B]AngelDust:[/B] duitnya pada kmaaaaaaaaaana?????
[B]AngelDust:[/B] KERjaan dia kan gedeeeeeeeee duitnya?
[B]Friend:[/B] ya ampun shinta, kerjaan apa?
[B]Friend:[/B] tell me, dia ga kerja disini
[B]AngelDust:[/B] lah itu
[B]AngelDust:[/B] HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA??????????
[B]Friend:[/B] dia blg ma elo dia lagi di tempat kerja la apala
[B]Friend:[/B] org dia dirumah
[B]Friend:[/B] dia suruh ngibul bilang kerja coba ada camera gw rekam-in kegiatannya dia apa aja
[B]Friend:[/B] msn dia ada 2
[B]Friend:[/B] yg satunya lo diblock
[B]Friend:[/B] Dia blg ke gw katanya dia bosen jalan ma elo shin..katanya elo monoton blabla
[B]Friend:[/B] nanya2 gimana ngejaohin la apala, gw cuman blg.. ah gw ga kaget ***, dah bosen gw end up-nya ntar pasti gini lg...

And so on and So on and so On...
duh nyeritain aiB org...

gua ngakaX pas dnger keseluruhan cerita ... mUngkin not yet finished but my inet connection screwed up.. :p oh well.. enough to make me laugh out loud...

oh well... gua kasih Thumbs up buWat dia .. :shakehand hahaha.. :D
I`m stOOpid enuf to believe in a persOn sooooooooo Fake who`s been liVin a lie... not the whole lie maybe... but enuf to make me fall for him.. :p
Gewd on him... i still care for him though.. wish him all my best ..

I used to feel sorry for myself coz i can`t be a gewd GF for him.. but if this`s the case.. i`ll be saving the feelings for myself :D :D

Glad to Know the real truth .. the whole truth.. nothing but the truth ..

[I][B]-Relieved-[/B][/I]

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

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Djakarta, 26.10.04 -22.39-

Today I`m [B]SINGLE [/B] ! again... belom official sih .. but it`s just the matter of time aja ..

Thx to All support and One lil confession of a very gewd friend of mine..

[B]Bee:[/B]tell me something i dun know
[B]Bee:[/B]did he ever tell u anything pas dia jalan sama gue?
[B]Friend:[/B]yah this is the hardest thing
[B]Friend:[/B]drpd lo stuck2 kaya org gila
[B]Bee:[/B]eh gua buKannya interogasi elO loh ...
[B]Friend:[/B]i know
[B]Bee:[/B]kaLo bWat elo ribet mNdingan gaX usa kasih taO gue
[B]Friend:[/B]gw kasi tau elo jg..gw anggep lo temen gw..dan gw ga mao elo ke sia2 kaya gini...yah gw kasi tau elo..tp ga usah di bring up jd brantem blabla gitu ke si **** asal lo tau aja orgnya kek gimana
[B]Bee:[/B]yap
[B]Friend:[/B]kapan ari emg dia blg
[B]Friend:[/B]katanya dia udah males jalan ma elo
[B]Friend:[/B]nanya2 gimana ngejaohin la apala
[B]Friend:[/B]ttg si d**** itu gw jg dah tau
[B]Bee:[/B]hihi
[B]Friend:[/B]dia yg crita


--End of conf--

My last tribute for my Love one .. :p Bee.. Bee Bee.. nomore bee tomorrow..
It would only remain as a sweet beautiful memory inside ...
Perih na :) .. Hari ini gua sedih berat.. :) .. It`s olwes b d hardest thing to know d truth.. :) life must gO on anyway .. Buat apa memberikan sesuatu untuk di sia2kan

22.20
mySMS : ***** kita putus aja yah?

no answer.. :) as olwes henpOn dia mati ..

i Should`ve done this a long time ago.. dari awal gua jadian sama dia pun gua dah taO kalo ini bakal terjadi eventually .. Smua org pasti bilanX : Kalo dah taO knapa begO amat mO jadian? ..
The answer is ..
Karena kebodohan gua yg terlanjur sayanX.. meski gua coba nGalihin rasa sayanX gua dulu ke hal2 laen .. tapi perCuma.. jadi gua jalanin ajah .. gua mO taO kayaX paan sih jahatnya dia.. :p

Now i know... n how i wish i Could wake up from my darkest nitemare .. No regrets though... Dat`s a decision i`ve made.. and this is the conseQuences i should take and carry on wif my live..

Wish him my very best - i Know it wouldn`t be hard for him to find my replacement .. and it`s very nice to hear that eventho.. Wouldn`t be a pleasant words to my ear nor my eyes at the mOment..
No tears ... Not at all.. They`ve frozen deep down inSide .. Gewd thing though.. i dun hafta waste no more.. :D

Today .. i Waved him G`bye .. and wiSh him.. the bestest luck... ever...

[CENTER][B][SIZE=3]End of the Road[/SIZE] [/B]

Every beginning will come to an end
And every story has a meaning
Today you heard and try to see what the story tells
And when the night comes before you
You realize that you were thinking about something new

Every step that you take will make another path
And every new path you made
Will also take you to an end
And when you realize you were alone in the dead end
You`ll see the only way to survive is to breakthrough

Every joy will come to an end
And every sorrow also meets its end someday
Things that make you sad
Or things that make you smile
Become nothingness if you keep staring above

Whatever you do and wherever you are
Share your dreams with someone you love
Because everything will come to an end
And the very moment before the end
You will realize it a big mistake

Not to let the others know what you felt inside
And the only way to out is death[/CENTER]

phew.. haRi ini panjanX yah ... :D :D hahah :D .. Well.. I`ll see brigther tomorrow and never ending Journey ahead of me..

[IMG]http://tinypic.com/eesxw[/IMG]

[B][I]The beloved butterflies of mine..
come..
come back to your shelter..
Where there`s no harm nor pain

[IMG]http://tinypic.com/eet0y[/IMG]
My dearest angels
Save your precious wings
Back to the little empire of ours[/I][/B]

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26-10-2004, 06:13 PM

Sekilas percakapan YM gue !!
OMG i dun believe this.. :D :D :D

RR: itu pic yang pake baju ijo INUL ya
RR: kamu fans ama dia ?
Gue: hah yg mana? yg baju ijO dmana?
RR: di FSkamu
Gue: apa baJu ijO dmana? koQ nggaX ngeh yeh gue
GUe: o_O"
RR: adaaaa
Gue: manaaaaaaaaaaa
RR: yang pake kalung LOPE
RR: Emas PuTih
RR: baju IJoW
RR: di FS kamuh
RR: lengan pendek

[IMG]http://tinypic.com/ehqwh[/IMG]


Gue: ah gila
Gue: itu guaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Gue: *saMbit*
RR: Ooo iTuw Loe..
RR: kirain INUL

Sedih amaaaaaaaaaat gueeee... uhuQ uhQ :( :( :(

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Djakarta, 26.10.04 -13.00-

"I sit high above the river
watching as the barge moves its wares
The moonlight playfully jumps upon the waves
dancing in the wake like dolphins

The boat passes and the water calms
returning to tranquil and soothing smoothness
the river relaxes, gently moving to its endless destination
peaceful reflections in the moonlit solitude"

There is a place of quiet solitude
In the forest so deep and green
Where dark thoughts are never seen.

The sunshine pours down through the leaves
I sat on a rock and face the stream
And that`s where I find my bestest dream.

In this dream he soothes my fears
Never fails to stop my tears.
Wraps his arms around me tight
And thereby embraces my life.

But dreams, you always awake
And then they seem so terribly fake.

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Djakarta, 25.10.04 -22.08

[B][I]Kemanapun kumelangkah
Dimanapun kuberpijak
keSendirian
KeSunyian...[/I][/B]

[SIZE=3][B]Untuk Dia.. [/B] [/SIZE]
tepat 4 bulan sudah kita bersama..
waktu yg singkat .. tapi memendam banyak arti buatku ..
Kamu mungkin tidak bisa ada di sini untukku
Bersamaku
Menemaniku
Dalam gelap dan sepi

Setelah sekian lama kubangun Kubah es Kerajaanku
Dirimu datang menghampiri
Mengapa diSaat aku merasakan cinta itu ada di dalam sudut hati
Dirimu melangkah pergi menjauh

well..
[I]"perhaps I'm not that fun"
"maybe I don't have the right sense of humor"
"he just has a different kind of fun"

That time I saw you in your crowd
Saw you laughed
Never seen it when you're with me

Think I'll just submit
Think I'll just admit it
I really can't make you laughed[/I]

[B]- Just another meaningless piece of mind -[/B]

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hm.. baru aja gua baleX dari tmpt ultah tmen gue .. hahah seru jg dah lama banget nggaX ketemu tmen2 lama... kaNgen banget sama mereka..
my love oNe s`pose t b there too .. tapi i can`t reach him.. n he din leave me any msg either.. not even a single sms saying "happy anniversary hunny" .. padhal hari ini pas 4 bulan kita jadian.. ngga berarti apa2 sih ... sama seperti hari2 lainnya .. cuman .. yah wanita butuh gombalan :p Would it s`poSe to be sweet for him to accompany me ? I never ask for anything ..

[I]masih tersisa kah rasa itu pada dirinya?
hahaha ... i keep wondering and would never know the answer..
Is it the time yet to let him go?
Would i be ready ?[/I]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
i Can`t .. :(
But maybe i Can..
Dear God .. IF it meant to be .. then be it...

[IMG]http://tinypic.com/eesxw[/IMG]

[B][I]The beloved butterflies of mine..
come..
come back to your shelter..
Where there`s no harm nor pain

[IMG]http://tinypic.com/eet0y[/IMG]
My dearest angels
Save your precious wings
Back to the little empire of ours[/I][/B]

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Djakarta, 25.10.04 -13.25-

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. hari ini gua 4 bulan ... :o :o Pantesan ada yg ganjel.. wahahha.. makin lama koQ gua ngerasa cman gua yg put effort ke dalem relationship ini dunQ dunQ duNQ

Hati ini dipenuhi rasa cuRigaaa oh oh ohhhhhh cUrigaa... :( :( gimana yah biaR ggaX curiga.. apa emanX harusnya gua cabz ajah dari relationship gue? hmpf.. easy to say .. DAMN hard thing to do .. coz 1 reason... i LOVE him.. hOray ... danQ denQ duNQ.. wakakakakaQ auQ ah.. mOga2 ntr jadi ketemu dia.. uhuQ :( :( maO bunGa... cowoX kadanX2 aneh deh .. mereka nGasih yg ribet2 ke ceweXnya .. padahal ceweX tuh di kasi perhatian + bunga ajah udah giranX.. wakakkaQ itu gua sih .. aUQ deh yg laen .. sapa taO monya bUnga bank? :D :D :D :D i think that`s more profitwise :p nYam2...

aH sutrah lah... btw .. gua baRu baleX lunch.. gaX mam as olwes.. males banget gua kaLo di suRu mam... akhiRnya minum ginian... coBa tebaX haYO gua minum yg mana? KekekekQ :D :D :D

[IMG]http://tinypic.com/edpfk[/IMG]

btw hari ini ada yg ultah jg ...
[COLOR=DarkOrange][SIZE=5]HAPPY B`DAY KARIN !!![/SIZE][/COLOR]

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haUEHUehuh full b`day neh bulan Oktober.. hi hi hu hu ..

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Djakarta, 25.10.04 -11.37-

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wah gua abish makan breakfast bihun + bakso tadi .. phew kenyanX beneR.. nyem2.. gaX ada gambar yg bagus ... yah miRip2 dah gua kasih gambaR atas tuh .. ekekekQ..

trus pegi ngantoR nGurus ini itu ... blabla blu blu ... duHHhhh knapa yah koQ hari ini gua brasa basi beneR? apa iDup gua lage basi kali yeh? :D apa masih kepikiRan yah soal kmaren? *GuseX2 otaX pake apuSan pensil* ...

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Djakarta, 25.10.04 -00.30-

Hmh...
I woke up late this afternOOn.. haha dah seminggu gua keRja gaX berasa jg .. :) .. well kindda enJoy woRking after Not doIng anything for Quite sometime...

Phew baru kelar tpOnan sama d Love one... hihi.. i`m struggling to trust him.. damn i shud really put that TRUST words inside my head... dia sesianXan din ans calls din tell me where he went .. baRu tadi malem jem 8an dia gimme a call.. wew.. keren yah .. HAHAHHA :D :D ..

suTrah lah nvm.. Speaking bout tmen2nya dia.. tmen2nya dia di melBen gua sebaGian kenal gitu .. karena basically community dia dan gue gaX beda2 jauh amat gauLnya .. dan gua baRu dapet shOCking news daRi ceweX na tmen baeX dia .. pagi2 gua di MSN sama si "A" .. dia ceRita kalo tmen baeXnya ma Love One kena gap .. dan masuX ke detentiOn centre di Melb.. aih kaSian banget.. dan dia yg lage panic n confused abish gitu .. oh.. Poor "A" i Hope she`s dOing fine.. they s`pose to go back for gOOd ke sini .. moga2 nggaX terjadi apa2 ma mereka .. Wish them luck ..

Well.. hari ini gua nOnton film aja sesianXan .. sampe baRusan gua naeX ke kamaR + tpOn2 .. haha Film haRi ini bagus2 banget di Tipi.. gua nOnton pilm koNyol pas baNGun2.. lanjut sama pelem jaCkie chan jaman baheula .. cman gua nggaX pernah nOnton yg itu deh kayaXnya .. wakakaQ.. jadi gua nOnton lage .. gaX ada juduLnya gitu.. ceritanya tuh si jaCkienya sama agen2 Russia gitu .. hahah :D :D .. well ... abis itu ada Film Jepun yg keren .. haha cowoX na jg caKep sih :genit: sluRp =P~ ...

Ceritanya mirip2 bruce almighty.. cman bedanya ini cerita soaL cowoX yg duLunya gigolo suka play wif women`s heart dst dsb.. tiba2 kecelakaan.. ternyata "Angelnya" salah org, dia haRusnya nggaX mati.. haha.. :D :D hebat bisa salah gitu .. akhiRnya dia di kasih kesempatan iDup lage dengan alesan.. He gotta give a woman yg pertama kali diajaX ngomonX dia .. her happiness.. sincerely smiling from the heart.. :D tapi tuh ceweX gaX bole taO dia siapa dan yg cman bisa liat dia tuh .. cman tuh ceweX doanX..
aih itu Pelem so swit berat.. dia di kasih kekuatan bwat ngabulin 4 keinginan ... n d uniQue thing is tuh cowoX sama ceweX dmen banget sama clover.. n believe in d magic from 4 leaves clOver.. aiyah ..

keren.. nih2 4 leaves clover ..
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Charmed n Luck .. :D :D :D

Oh well.. 1 thing dari pelem itu ..[I] "Kebahagiaan bukan berasal dari terpenuhi nya keinginan2 .. Tapi Kebahagiaan itu ada saat hati kita terasa damai"[/I]

hohoho dah gitu gua nOnton pelem kOrea.. kocaX berat deh ... tuMben haRi ini pelem na baGUz2.. :D :D Oh well.. msti boboX besoX mO banGOen pagi lage keRja.. *hoSh* hihi :p :p

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Djakarta, 23.10.04 -21.45-

Phew...
Yesterday was d best day bWat gue .. aduh blakanGan ini haRi2 lage indah2..
uhuQ :( :( *teRhaRu* hoho.. kmaren abis gua baleX dari istana dan ketemu2 org2 "atas" gua baleX di anterin sama Bos gue .. wakakakakaQ :D :D
gaX berapa lama kmudian guWa di jempOet ... dan akhir na tadi soRe gua pulaNX jem .. 1/2 6an.. hihi abis pegi dari marenan ma "dia" aih.. We talked, discussed bout almost everything he seemed so care.. gua tnyaX sama tmen gua yg di cuRhatin sama dia.. tmen gua bilanX "elonya nggaX cari dia, cman di SMS doanX.. dia tuh mOnya di tpOn.. di baeX2in ..sbeneRnya dia tuh nggaX marah sama Loe kmaren2.." koQ kayaXnya gampanX beneR yah jawabnya ? padahal gua dah cOba tpOn + sms dia boRo2 di angkat coBa.. :( :(

oH well sutrah lah ..the problem`s passed n over .. skarang jalanin aja apa yg ada di dpan mata gue .. gua masih sayanX sama dia meski gua tao lots of bad stuff yg harusnya buat nYokap gua jiper jg -________-" duh..

kayaXNya gua keep on coMplaining .. HAHAHA :D :D kaCo neh.. oh yah 1 more thing yg ketinggalan .. weleh kmaren gua tpOn ke rumahnya.. ternyata di aNGkat ma bOkapnya .. u know what .. gua sapa "Hai Om pa kbar" bOkapnya jawab "De**?" huQ.. satu nama wanita lage yg gua dnger... hahaha knapa yah kaLO dket2 ma dia slalu ceweX muluw... gua tanyaX ma dia ... "Oh dia cman tmen waktu itu sempet tpOn ke sini" bWat apa coba.. itu kan ceweQ petugas therapy punggungnya dia, yg smpet dia bilanX cakep ke mba nya .. :( :( hahahha ..

Normally, gua males banget ngecheck henpOn cowoX gue.. karena gua percaya sama dia.. on the other hand gua males ngerasa cuRiga n malah jadi mikir yg ngga2 kalo taO sesuatu ... tapi at that day gue minta pinjem liat.. u know what ? dia ganti title henPOnnya dia jadi "d" aduh childish yah gue cman sgituan ajah di masalahin :D cman it keeps bothering my mind.. hahaha .. pas gua nanyaX dia bilanX "Dasar deh dia isenX tuh ngerjain aku tuker2 nama di henPon" hahahah a lot others jg ... gua makin binun gua harus percaya apa nggaX sama dia .. he spent the day being nice and try to comfort me kalo dia bukan siapa2..

Oh well.. keQnya gua kebanyaXan ngeluh kali yah? haha .. gue benci beRat ngeluhh.. cman karena gua gaX taO msti ngomonX ma sYapa mndingan gua tulis di sini ajah deh :( :( haha.. It`s sometimes confusing, He`s back to me know but yet there`s a lot of other things yg gua harus tutup mata + tutup kuping, n pretend to be ignorance. Well.. maNusia ga pernah akan merasa puWas akan sesuatu hal ..

Ohyah .. suaRa gua dah beres lOH !!!.. :D :D *giranG* haha.. kmaren sereQ2 takterkendale.. akhiRnya gua skaranX atleast dah bisa ngomonX meski masih diKit seraX + batuQ2 gaX jelas.. ahiIEhieheihe

eh btw hari ini tmen gua uLtah Loh !!.. Happy b`day Indraaaaaaaaaaaaa !! :D :D :D :D hihi ^^

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[B][I]Thoughts of the day :[/I][/B]
[I]Enjoy while it still last
No One knows what will happen next[/I]

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Djakarta, 22.10.04 -10.28-

huOO huOO ... diriKu masih di sNi .. suaRa udah mnDIngan *loNcat giranX* kmaren malem abis conf sama yg laen2 .. kYahahahah suara gua cowoX abis katanya uhuQ.. :( :( abiSh seraQ tak terkiRa.. belOn lage si maleDut bully2 uhuQ uhuQ .. nih .. dia bilanX "Coba deh ngomonX obat batuk item kentel, cuman ngomonXNya sambil mOnyonXin bibiR .." gua dengan pOlosna nYobain.. baru sampe ujunX lidah gua laNGsung diem lage.. wkakakQ coBain deh ngomonXNya gimana coBa :D .. dan neQ paRah na nggaX ngeH sampe d cObain 3 - 4 kali brulanX2.. ck ck ck *gelenX2*.. itu pnasaRan apa dOyan cobaX :p hIAHIEHIEhih :D :D :D ..

Hari ini gua baNgun jem 7 lewat .. mande2 ..
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trus ke kantOer deh .. :D :D :D
haRi ini eke pake jeans dan kaOs poetih .. terNyata oh ternyata gua mo di ajaX ke "tmpt atas" yg gaX bOLe berjeans ria.. uhuQ.. :( :( :( akhiRnya suRu supiR gue deh baleX ambil baJu .. baGus kebuRu :D :D

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Djakarta, 22.10.04 -1.18-

huaaaaaaa... haRi ini jg iNdah... :o
aBis pulanX keRja yg tersiksa.. abiS gua batuX + kagaX bisa ngomonX bOro2 sembuh ..mNdingan keQ.. hiQ .. itu obat isep yg di kasi nYokap gua sepaQ udah abis 2 haRi . puyenX dah gue .. :( :( yg ada suaRa gua makin di telen bumi .. ihiQ :( :(

trush2.. pas gua pulanX rumah + nOnton tipi .. tiba2 ada tpOn..
[B][SIZE=4]*KRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGGGGGGGGGGG*[/SIZE][/B]
hahaha.. HuNny kuw tpOnn.. tuMben .. aiyah dia datenX ke rumah gue gaX lama stelah bCanda2 gaX jelas di tpoN.. aahahha ceweX na sakit mala di bCandain nggaX jelas .. :( teganYa.. wkakakaQ :D :D

Dah gitu dia datenX deh rada maleman.. waaaaaaawwawawawaaaaaaaaaa
kaNgen naaaaaaaaa.. gua ngaSih liat design tatOO punggunX bwat dia .. hahaha cman masih rada riBet sih ... eniwan wanna see? nih2 kayaX gini..
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n tomolow i`m gOing out again wif him.. mOga2 jadi *kOmat kamit baCa dOa* huF huF huF hOsh hOsh hOsh..

[B]-BlueMoon- ( ~ d`|[-4NG3L-]| ~ )[/B]

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Djakarta, 21.10.04 -1.21-

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tuh kPala gua dah kayaX gitu keQnya .. puyenX .. @_@ dari tadi ribet banget keQna ... uhuQ .. kerjaan gua ribet bet bet :berbusa: ... ahUEHUEheuh it`s nice to have a jOb though ..

Huehueheh gua dapet jOb desc aneh neh skaranX.. i`m a designer.. skarang jadi project leader bWat nGadain training2 bWat "ygdiatas" aHEOEHoeho... kocaX jg.. keRjaan design gue cman palinX 1 % dari krjaan gua yg skaranX.. wkakakakaQ aneh jg ... mO bikin website cman coMpanynya bejibun mO nangis gua liatnya jg .. :D :D *ngakaX*

belOn sminggu dah komplen neh gue .. :berbusa: belOn adaptasi uhuQ uhuQ.. masih kaco nih kantor .. :( :(

Belon lage batuQ gua + suaRa gua yg seraX dan ilanX.. :( :( :( mamPus deh gua di suru nelpOnin org mOlo lage dari pagi.. uhuQ enibodi wanna swap voice for a while :( :( hellpp .. !!!

HiHiHi.. btw kmaren ketemu koQ skaranX gua kangen yeh? :malu: duh .. *guseQ2 otaX pake apusan stedler*

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Djakarta, 20.10.04 -00.00-

hmM..

haRi ini gua senenX banget :malu: aaaaaaaahhhh indah haRi ini .. :p hihihi..
aBis pulanX kantoR ke gadinX .. meet my hanih there .. hahahah alMOst din recognize him.. jadi kURusan n mOre build.. aiyaH.. uda 3 minggu nggaX ketemuan kaLi yah :D haha .. duh kaNgen banget :malu:

trus.. mO pegi mam .. jalan2 di Gading Batavia ternyata gaX mOod bWat makan yg berat2 .. akhiRnya pergi ngaFe ke kemang .. muter2 caRi tmpt akhiRnya ke little baghdad do SHISHa.. wahahahaa.. :D sambil nGObrol2 .. cman mOstly beCanda.. kyahhah ktawa nggaX stop euy .. aduhhhhhhhhhh dia make a coMpliment .. so Swit banget ih.. dah lama gua gaX beRbunga2 .. aiYah ... :p We chat there and blah blah blah .. da gt pulanX deh .. pas di bOil tangan gua di peganXin gaX di lepas2.. aiYah aiyah *jingkraX suMringaH* suMpah gua kangen berat sama dia .. hiQ hiQ hiQ .. :( :( enJoy while it still last .. *fiuh* ..

[B][I]I wish this could go on forever.... [/I] [/B] :(

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Djakarta, 20.10.04 -13.38-

Oh lala..

Live reports from the office.. ahahha .. :D :D
hari ini gua baNgun kesianXan ihiQ uhuQ.. dampaQ gua belon boboX kali maren yah .. jadi bangunnya ajah males berat.. kYahaha Gua sih tadi baNgun bener2 kaget .. masaX bisa nGimpi sama my elementry + Junior high crush.. :ojijaY berat... i used to have a crush on 2 guys along my junior year.. wahahaha... setia jg gua 9 taOn cman suka ama 2 org .. GANTIAN LOH BTW kaga sekaliaN !! yg pertama initial "N" gua suka dari SD kelas 3 sampe klas 6 :malu: trus... yg kedua initial "M" (Btw najis berat nggaX sih gbtan gua dket2 namanya wakkakkkaQ :D :D :berbusa: ) gua suka dia dari SMP kelas 1 sampe klas 3 dan akhirnya gua msti cabz ke Malay skola.. uhuQ :( :( ... ahaQ ahaQ ... :Peace: dan sampe skaraNX we`re still best friends :shakehand hahah.. aduh kocaX berat pas di mimpi gua .. muKanya percis kayaX duLu pas SD + SMP... aiyah ...

yg lebih lucu di mimpi gue... 22nya rebutan gue .. wakakakakQ... si M tuh orgnya maLu berat pemalu abish deh pokoQnya .. :malu: pendiem gitu .. pas ceritanya ada school prom gitu dia ngajaXin gue dance.. :o :o waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. dah gitu gua di peluQ coba.. dan gua dnger pake kupinQ gua di mimpi dia bilanX "Shin.. gua suka ama loe" najis gua ngakaX kalo iNGet2 nGimpi gua smalem.. trus si N tiba2 duduQ di sblah gue pas si M cabz .. dah gitu dia merem + moNyongin bibiR dia ke gue .. anjir dan dasaR gua ganjen di mimpi itu gua nYium dia ahEOHeohEOheo makanya gua kaget trus baNgun.. najiS sumpah jijaY berat !! .. :D :D gua nGimpi ciUMAN !! arrghh.. HAHAHAHAH :D

Ngimpi gua emaNX rada aneh2 .. bisa jadi film kadaNX2.. wakkkaQ... once gua pernah nGimpi bener2 kayaX pelem .. pas gua baNgun berasa beneR kayaX abis nOnton .. sweet and yet funny ... hihi... :D :D Btw issit true kalo mimpi tuh slalu black n white? keQnya mimpi gua ada waRnanya deh .. *mikiR* kalo yg nGimpinya black N white .. msti pegi ke disneyland minta walt disney siremin cet.. *Jayuz* :berbusa: wakakkaQ :D :D :Peace:

Oh well... trus akhiRnya stelah gua baNgun kesiaNXan kagaX ada yg baNgunin .. gua pegi ngantoR belon banyaX jg yg datenX jadi nyante dah .. :D hihi ... Btw gua mO pegi sama si itu tututtututu ntr .. aiyahh :malu: :genit: dugdugdug.. kaNgen berat.. mOga2 jadi .. uhuQ.. pegi sama dia beneR2 kayaX pergi sama presiden bs bataL pas menit2 terakhiR.. uhuQ :( :(

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Djakarta, 19.10.04 -21.38-

Uh lala.. after spending d whOle day di kantor akhiRnya gua baleX..hahaha
di bandingin sama keRjaan2 full time gua yg lama d sini gua palinX rada santai .. meaning gua beneR2 pulanX 9 - 5 .. yah palinX telat2 diKit deh .. hahah my previous jOb gua pulanX kalo nggaX gelap kayaXNya ada yg aneh .. maKAnya rada senenX ajah skaranX ^^ .. gua belOm boboX 2 hari .. entaH knapa gua gaX berasa capeQ.. cman pas pulanX ngantuX berat .. gua nONton jg ketiduRan ..kYahahahaah .. :p

Oh well.. tadi gua tpOnan lage ma dia .. wah suaRa gua abis neh ..hahahah ternyata gua saKit suaRa gua ilanX beRat gitu .. :D :D hahaha buSet deh super seXy nian :o ... bcandaan sama dia tadi eventhough through the phOne.. pas mo ngajaX ketemu dia bilaNX ehm... "I`ll call u back yah Bee.. " :( gax tepOn2 saMpe skarang.. hahah kadanX gua Ragu msti giMana .. oH well.. liat deh Hopefully i coUld b strong .. duh tQ banget yah yg baca bLog gua + Comment2 .. u guys gimme spirit and suPPort.. mWah mWah mwAh :o :o ..

haha... :D

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Djakarta, 19.10.04 -10.18-

huhuhu.. rekoR terpagi gua nuLis blog .. biasanya gua masih boboX neh jem sginian.. Heheh apa boleh buat gua dah kerja neh .. Ma` 1st day :o... mO skalian curhat laGe ah d BLOG !! HOwhhh... :( :( :(

basically nggaX ada yg bisa gua kerjain soalnya kantornya maSih beRantaXan banget.. belOn di set up sana sini .. yg kren mah di kantor gua ada ADSL .. HoOo sumpeh kencenX bener neh connection .. *mameR* wakakaQ :D :D H well one advantages bWat gua jg .. soaLnya kmaren malem gua belOn bboX... lemeS neh skaraNX rasanya .. enTah knapa gua gaX isa booboX kmaren... kayaX yg gua bilanX .. di blog gua sblOmnya ... tiba2 keinget n tiba2 kita tpOnan.. Geezz.. i smile and laugh sincerely for the 1st time dari sekian2 hari lalu .. i`ve been through hell... gua masih nggaX nyanGka... gua tpONan .. haha kayaX it ws only a dream...

Was it real ? Did he really come back to me ? atau smuanya hanya bayangan maya .. sebuah ilusi belaka .. i never know what will happen nxt .. dan gua gaX berani bwat mikir kelanjutannya.. tapi what i really know .. i cherish this mOment.. hahahah gila gua scroll baca lage ke atas2 nazonX .. kayaX gua di kasih berlian ajeh .. :o :o jd maloe sndiri .. hiQ... :o :nohope:

He said.. [I]"Take care yah Bee.. I`ll give u a call later on .. kmu minum VIT C gih biar Flu na mendingn"[/I] Honeybee.. Argghhhh i Love that nick he used to call me.. is that a promise? Promise for a better tomorrow perhaps? da lama dia nggaX se care itu :o or it`s just me exaggerating soMe stuff? Hmph...Oh well... jalanin ajah deh yg ada itu yg ada d pikran gua skaranX... i really hOpe he has the same feeling like mine ... I missed him dearly ...

-BaByBee-

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19-10-2004, 05:17 AM

[SIZE=3][B]I CALLED HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM[/B][/SIZE]

ohhhhhhhhh... This`s ridiculous but [B]I`M SOOOO HAPPY [/B] and [B]RELIEVED[/B] i`d like to cry and laugh at the same time.. :( :( :( :D :D :D

oh GOD.. I missed him and he told me he missed me too.. and OMG i still [B]LOVE[/B] him.. arggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :( :( He [B]STILL[/B] care .. :( :(

my fave Flower of ol time.. Foreva..
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19-10-2004, 04:33 AM

[I][CENTER]The Smile we pursue hard is so emaciated
That mistake makes your heart broken
Those we love deeply have turned to the starlight
With the courage, passing through the vast space
Get to the place where stars last
I’d like to convey my affection to you
Whenever I can always stay with you
Hold your indifference
Even we’re far away from each other
We will have a reunion
Have a reunion someday

In the quiet night
I wait for you
To retrieve the forgotten smile
There are only few days after that
I’ll remember[/CENTER][/I]

duh gua gaX isa bboX koQ yah .. daH kebiasaan boboX sianX neh .. uhuQ :( :( mO maksa meRem malah nggaX bisa meRem... yg ada malah keinget hal yg sehaRusnya nggaX bole diinget.. i gave it an SMS ! .. walah.. i din hOpe for a reply though.. :( just felt missin soMething.. huh. malah jadi meLo gini pdahal besoX kan my 1st day at woRk.. but no One to share my hapiness with .. not withOut [B]EXISTANCE ! [/B] .. Have i asked too much? Am i unforgiven? segitu besaR kesalahan gue kah? Do u still have me in yer mind or even yer heart? Heaps of Questions to ask.. but No one could answer that Question BUT him.. i hate to admit that i missed him.. BIG TIME ..

My logic brain told me "He`s nOt Worth it!" "He`s just the same as the Others" "He`s not what u`ve been Looking for!" .. But unfortunately my heart said different things instead.. "No matter how bad u treat me.. I still Love u .. Love doesn`t need a logical reaSon.. It`s just there.. Becoz u want it .. Coz somehow i fall with the wRong guy in a very BAD time".. I Knew the risk and this is my conseQuences..

It`s sad knowing u Love someone and should be ready to lose him anytime

Hei.. [B]HE REPLIED !! .. OMG OMG .. ! HE REPLIED ![/B] din mean anything but somehow i feel .. RELIEVED??? :confused:

-At the corner of my Sweet Room-

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Djakarta, 19.10.04 -2.58-

HUaaaaaaaaa... hari ini gua di terima kerja euy .. hiQ padahal bete beRat...
masaX gua msti nunggu interview 8 jem baru bOsnya datenX.. :( :( dah lembe2 toYa di kantor nunGGuin .. hiQ.. cman ada enaXNya sih .. Kyahahahah worthed abiz.. gaji gua kagaX di tawaR2 lage langsunX OK .. !! tQ yah yang dah dOain gue .. kyahaha :D :D ..

Trus abis dari soNo... rencana mO nonton Police story kagaX jadi :( UH.. maybe today`s not really ma` day.. :( :( .. akhiRnya pegi mam mekdonal lage .. aHEhoehohe sambil makan sambil liat2 cin2 *gaya* wakakakaQ... ini cin2 gua beli di EX dolo .. mOdelnya keyen berat.. huF huF huF *pameR*
[IMG]http://tinypic.com/d88c4[/IMG]

Haahaa.. Oh well.. dah gitu isenX mOto2 tampaX bawah ... *pasanX tampanX bete abish di keRjain org seharian* wakakaaQ....
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mana gua masih merianX puLa gara2 sakit kmaren... i slept early last nite.. ahUEhueh tepaR berat.. + Kedinginan gara2 merianX.. akhiRnya gua nGimpi aneh2.. wakakakaQ masaX gua bisa nGimpi dikejar2 org jahat + lOncat dari BOil yg lage jalan.. :D :D wahahaha.. tadi gua ceRitain ke tmen2 gua pada di ktawain.. hebOh tuh nGimpi dah kayaX pelem aCtion ajeh .. hihi ^^ :D :D it`s just a dream though.. hOsh* ahHOEhoehoehoe

besoX mulai masoeX kerja neh ..Wish me luQ dah ya all.. thnX dah serinX2 mamper ke bLOg gue jangan Bosen2 .. hihi ^^ :D :Peace:

Aiyah .. gua sampe lupa mention .. [B]AKHIRNYA COMPIE GUE BERES !! and ERROR FREE !! Thanks to SIL !! .. HAHAHAHA ..[/B] :D :D mwah mwah :kiss:
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[B]WELCOMEEEEE NEW XP !![/B] same wallpaper .. belOn di ganti neh ..besoX2 deh baru di bikin baru :p ..

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Djakarta, 17.10.04 -20.26-

Damn Gua koQ [B]SAKET !!!!!!![/B] huwaaaaaaaaaaa.. mRiang2 gaX jelas neh dari tadi pagi di baNgunin.. mehe mehe meHe.. uhuQ :( :( gua jaranX berat saket argh !! i hate this.. nih kpaLa gua keQ gini ..
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hiQ.. dah keQ jungkir baleX brapa ribu kaLi .. mo boboX gaX bisa mO nOnton jg gaX niat .. diNgin pula.. uh Uh Uh UH !!.. huF.. enuf complain ... *tareQ napasH*

wakakakaQ.. besoX coMpie gue akhiRnya mO di beneRin.. :D :D moga2 sehari kelar.. *hoSh*
say g`bye to my old desktop + my stoopid Win98 yg Super duper eRRor !! AHA !! ..
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welcome newwwwww miLLenium !!.. <-- telaD banget nggaX sih ? -___-" oh well.. moGa2 besoX beres.. ada kerjaan gue due hari rebO.. gua msti bgadanX lage deh ntr .. huWaaaaaaaaaaa... *HoSh*

Hari ini keQnya i spent my day at HOME ! .. surprisingly lame but hell yeah i slept most of time gara2 this sickness... argh ! .. aHEUEHEuh ^^ :D :D oh well.. mOga2 besoX dah semBuhan .. ada interview neh pagi !! .. arrgh arrgh.. Wish me laQ ! *iklan rokoQ* wakaakakQ :D :D bRasa jaYuz beneR gue .. bwakakaQ.. dah ah mO bengonX2 lage ...

huF -- any conf tonite?????? :D :D

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Djakarta, 17.10.04 -13.02-

hiQ.. gua baRu boboX 2 jem di banGunin nYokap gue .. uhuQ keQNya gua sakit deh .. leheR gua gaX enaX + gua sakit perut mOlo dari kmaren malem.. giLa bolaaX baleX WC dah brapa kali .. nangis deh gue .. uhuQ :( :( :(

pindaaaaaahhhhhhhin perut gue donQ... huaaaaaa :( :( :(

[B][SIZE=3]Friendship[/SIZE][/B]

Every beginning will come to an end
And every story has a meaning
Today you heard and try to see what the story tells
And when the night comes before you
You realize that you were thinking about something new

Every step that you take will make another path
And every new path you made
Will also take you to an end
And when you realize you were alone in the dead end
You see the only way to survive is to breakthrough

Every joy will come to an end
And every sorrow also meets its end someday
Things that make you sad
Or things that make you smile
Become nothingness if you keep staring above

Whatever you do and wherever you are
Share your dreams with someone you love
Because everything will come to an end
And the very moment before the end
You will realize it a big mistake

When all is come to an end
All the remains is just memories
Memories that`ll made you sad
Memories that`ll made you smile
Will be kept inside our heart forever

Those were the times that we called past
What we have been through together
Is simply a good thing
Although it was short enough
But it is still worthy to be proud of

I couldn’t find the right words why this could happen
And I’m not going to say goodbye to you
since for me
friendship is the most beautiful things to have

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Djakarta, 17.10.04 -5.14-

Wohoh.. pagi2 buta abis kaRokean sama anaX kaskOes.. kyahaha *ngakax gulinX2* seRu berat suMpe deh ..
huF ... tadi gua pegi baleX jem 2an dah pada nunGGuin mo conf an .. kYahaha ..

Gua baru baleX abis pegi interview tadi .. itu interview terkOcak yg pernah gua jalanin.. kYahahaa.. :D :D interview di tpOn cman nanyaX kamu lahir taON brapa? shiO apa? papa mama kerja di mana? duLukerja apaan aja? udah kayaX mO di jODohin koQ yeh? -_________-" cman dia mO ketemu sama gue lage critanya haRI senen ini .. hoSh.. wish me luck deh .. :D :D sapa tao gua jadi kerja di istana negaRa.. kYahaha ^^ :D

naH dah abis daRi soNo .. kita pegi mam .. gua nGidam berat kpiting saos padanX biKinan tmen gue .. ajegiLe leZatnya suMpeh dehhhhhhhh..
nih pOto .. *liriQ2 kaka yg mnurut suMber terpertjaya nGIleR* wakakakaQ :D :D
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kYahahaa... enaX berat dah suMpeh .. nahhhhhhhhhhhhh.. dari situ keliling2 jakaRta doLo .. gara2 nggaX taO pada mo Kmana.. mO nonton midnite nggaX jadi .. gaRa2 pelemnya 1 gua belOn nonton 1 lage gua rada males nOntonnya yg ada maLah nGingetin gua sama si "itu" uhuQ... :( :( pas buLan2 puasa gini tmpt duGem non aktip.. mO karoke males beRat yg ada pasti ngantrinya ampe pagi buta baRu dapet roOm.. mO pooL jg bOsen.. hoDoh bOOring berat ...

aKhirnya end up di Benton Karawaci.. wakakakQ jaO beneR yeh? cman mayan sih dah lama baNGet nggaX ke sonO .. uhuQ uhuQ .. Gua ketemu sama tmen gua yg daH mayan lama jg nggaX ketemuan .. kYahahaa.. makin kocaX n kiut ajeh tuh maNusia .. :o :o oH well.. nih pOto gue di jalanan benton.. *NARCIS mode + ON* Kyahahah :D :D
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blakaNgan ini narcis lage kamBoeh nih .. aHIak aHiak :D :D :D .. *ngakaX gulinX2* .. gua mOto2 jg di WC ... kbiasaan jeleQ gua gaX abis2 .. tmen gua udah ngamuX2 sama gue gaRa2 tiap kali henpOn berkameranya dia gua pinjem bWat jepret2 mUka gue .. *Gaya* *pOse* mwakakakaQ :D :D ah cuweXxxxxxxx.. JayuZ rUleZ daaaaaah ... aHiak aHiak :D :D weQ.. rmbut gua di sini koQ jadi iKal nggaX jelas :( :(

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well.. dah gitu gua baleX deh .. pada conf an .. bWat yg pada mo dngerin si kaskus2 idol pada nyanyi .. datenX ke The Lounge deh... wakakakaQ.. nyanyi dahkayaX org giLa smuWanya .. kocaX2.. kyahahah ^^ :D :D :D

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Djakarta, 15.10.04 -23.28-

Huhuy.. hari ini gua hybernate di rumah.. kyaaha... gua baNgun cUkup sianX.. maklOem jadi pengacaRa neh sementara.. masih belOm ada keputusan bwat gua pegi ke LA ato nggaX.. to be honest.. gua pngen banget pergi ke sana.. gua gaX mao banget bOsen di Indo.. skarang lage berasa useless berat .. huF.. at least gue mO skolah lage.. ntah di kasih nggaX.. huaaaaaaaa.. gua capeeeeeee neh tiap hari melo2 molo.. :( :( heeeeeelp.. !![B] I NEED A LIFE[/B]..

oh well... besoX gua mo interview ceritanya .. well .. mOga2 di terima sementara deh .. selama gua belOn ada keputusan dari NYokap .. HUwh... akhirnya gua bikin CV gue.. haUEHeuheu emergency CV .. !! lime green .. my fave colour rite now *gaya* kyahaha ^^ nih ada yg mo liat? Eniwan wanna emPLOY me ?? kYahahaha ^^ :D :D :D
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oh well.. tadi sore gua chatting .. unexpectedly sama kakaQ + bonyoXnya cowoX gue .. well kalo gue masih di consider ceweXnya sih yeh ... :confused: haha udah nGucapin met puwasa jg .. basa basi diKit bcanda2 diKit.. hehe bOkapnya luCu berat ... itu bOkap paling gauL yg pernah gua ketemuin.. kYahah ^^ webcaman sgala lage ... belOn apa2 dia bilanX "Non.. i love your smile!!" :o :o :o aIyah di puji bO sama bOkap2 .. kYahahahahahah :D gua jadi ngakaX nggaX jelas tadi ... hihi .. :D :D *ge eR mOde On* mwakakakQ :D

luCu deh liat dia webcaman .. mUkanya percis cowoX gue puLa.. jadi kaNgen .. :( :( mate ah .. *guseQ2 pikiRaN* ahoEHOEHOEhoe .. :D :D oh well life must go on.. Liat aja nantinya gimana ..
Hosh Gambateeeeeeee ! .. :D :D

oh well.. lage nunGguin yg pada ONline neh .. ayuQ kita nyanyi2 lage ... Male mane yeh male.. !! Kyahaha ^^ ...

[B]-Live the present and Look for the future, NOT on to yer past, PAST are available only for memories-[/B]

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Djakarta, 15.10.04 -12.31-

ah.. gua barusan ajah baleX dari alila.. abis nGaFe2 barenX tmen2 gua ..
nih .. meja nya... kYahahahaha .. gua peRNah nyOlong asbaQnya tuh .. *ngakaX liciQ*
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huW.. i had boch smoothies keQnya sih namanya gitu.. kayaX banana camPoer expresso dst dsb.. not bad actually.. gua kaNgen sama banana smoOthies neh .. MmMm.. dmana yah yg enaX.. sluRp2 =P~ . aEHOHOEhoe
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Trus di sono lage ada pameRan poto euy .. dari Bazaar keQNya sih .. ini neh ygbaguZ .. :D :D gua dmen beRat .. laenkali kaLO gua mekup mo keQ gitu ah matanya .. *niRU* ahoEHOHOehoeho :D :D
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seSiangan eke di rumah euy .. got nuffin to do .. nitip si PP beliin headset trus akhernya maleman di jemPOet n ngaFe dah .. :D :D .. duh bOsen yah .. mO ngapain dunQ ? bOcen bOcen.. malem2 gini kagaX ada yg Conference pula.. hiQ gua kan dah beli MICCCCCCCCCCCC .. *nangiZ* :( :( whauEHUEHuehueh :D :D oh well..

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Djakarta, 14.10.04 -3.29-

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[CENTER][SIZE=4][B]Lonely Fairy[/B][/SIZE]

[I]I name this morning
Farewell.

The fading crescent moon heaves
cool sighs as rain whispers ;
The cold water hurts my rose petaled skin
pulling me from my fragrant nest .

Yet at night would I glisten
within these dripping stars ?

Would I shine like the orb
of the fullest moon?

The others cannot see me
so I am alone under the rowan tree
crying like the sky in November.

I would dance for them to the flute
of the faery bard, but I am their
phantom-- The ghost of their dreams and they
refuse to let me exist.

And so I sit, wrapped in the cocoon of
my silky wings, embalmed in solitude.[/I][/CENTER]

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Poem POem POem.. :D ahhhhhhh.. oh well.. haRi ini berlalu keQ biasa2 ajah :p wake up nyaRi2 mic nggaX ketemu2 .. :( :( akhiRnya pegi shisha an di kemang .. rasa stoberi euy .. kYahahah jadi suges.. :nohope: wakakakQ :D
nih poto2 :D :D
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annnnnndd.. phew.. hari ini sih totaly maccas day :D

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kyahahah bisa eneQ2 gua makan maccas dari sOre sampe malem.. ahahah ^^ back to the old days.. knapa yah blaKangan ini smuaNya ngingetin gua pas di Sydney .. hiQ too many memories.. Beautifull one Indeed .. Miss those moments.. miss those freedom..

gua sianX ini baru ngeliat2 skolahan di LA.. wah mOga2 gua di kasih cabz ke LA :( :( i really wanna getaway from Indo.. bOsen berat kayaXNya di sini.. entah karena satu dan laen hal ataO emangnya gua udah fed up.. heheh.. basically gua gaX gitu demen di Indo.. ahuEheuh patriotis gue kUranX banget nggaX sih ? Minus malah .. wakkaakaQ :D :D oh well.. wish me gewd luQ yah guys.. really need that rite now..

Today i`ve made a decision.. maybe it`s time to move on to better place and to a welcoming hands and warm hugs of other people dat really wants u .. Maybe i wouldn't always have what i want.. :D well.. Ego Ego Ego.. ck..
I maybe had a decision.. but i dOn`t think i`m ready to start over again soon.. hafta lick ma`own wound ..saahh *gaya* hahaha :D i need to have a time 4 myself .. me and Only ME !!..

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Djakarta, 13.10.04 -3.42-

dah mO pagi .. phew..
hari ini banGun kesianXan .. tadinya mO berenanX akhiRnya nggaX jadi deh :( oh well.. akhiRnya malem2 tmen gua pada ngajaX kaRokean gitu.. jadi kaROkean deh rame2.. :D hoHohoho.. akhiRnya gua kesampean nYanyi jg.. gara2 kmaren malem mic gua tiba2 nGadat trus mOdar.. hiQ kagaX bisa ikutan kaRokean oNline sama anaX2 kasKOes laennya uhuQ uhuQ.. ahEUHEuheuh .. mana hari ini jg pada kaRokean puLa.. IRIIIIII diRiku iRIIIIIIIIIIII :( :( haUEHuehueh :genit: oH well.. besoX bangUn pagian ah pegi jalan2 .. nyam2..

Today .. i was feeling a bit weird.. mUngkin i`ve tired of waiting soMething abstract and unpredictable.. well.. like i olwes said.. [B]"To LOVE is not to HAVE.. but to GIVE and LET GO"[/B] so .. i decided to move along and enJoy my own mOments .. It`s aBout time to think what [B]I WANT [/B] instead of what [B]EVERYBODY[/B] want.. ahEUHueh sounds a bit egoistic and self centered.. but as the matter of fact that`s gewd to pamper yerself :p ahUEHEUheuheuh :D

As olwes .. no calls nor sms .. dan gua lage worried a bit on something.. but i HOpe it`s just my feelings and all .. :)

Oh well.. lanjoet lage.. abis kaRokean .. gua pegi maen pul sama tmen2 gue aiYah.. :D haRi ini gua mayan jagO .. *Gaya* haUEHEUheuh :p hmpf.. keidupan di jakarta .. Pool, karaoke, movies, clubs, cafe.. huF.. kind a bit boorinG though.. ngga ada tmpt with a gewd view for us just to sit and relax and chit chat .. damn i miss darling harbour.. haha even guabisa ngelongoQ dari window aprtment gue tuh view.. amazing euy .. hiQ gua sydneysick neh .. cieeeee .. wakakakaQ :D :D

kaki gue + stick gue.. *gaya* aHOEHOEHOEheo :D :D
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Btw.. tmen gua nawaRin gue pegi ke BLiss besoX euy.. pas ladies nite pula.. ada diJe kesayaNXan gue si diJe antOn .. hiQ .. skalian tmen gua ngedeije baRenX sama dia .. katanya gua mO di kenalin gitu ke diJe anton? wakakakaQ :D :D ... well.. miKir2 jadi diJe enaX jg kali yah .. di Indo sayang banget nggaX ada trance clUb.. phew.. di siNi palinX mentoX cman tribal progressive.. hiQ sedih beneR.. :( :(

Ohwell.. anywan wanna come?
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Djakarta, 12.10.04 -00.22-

What a day .. pagi2 gua banGun setelah 3 jem boboX.. gara2 listriQ mOdar.. uhuQ.. panashnya amPoen deh.. akhiRnya gua pindah ke kamar nYokap gua n boboX lage :D :D *kebO mode ON*
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akhiRnya gua bangun .. kepikiRan mO benerin gelang kaki guWa yg poetoes cman keQNya dah kesorean .. pada rencana mO nomad haRi ini .. akhiRnya kita pegi nOnton princess diary .. rame2 ma tmen2 gue :D
A bit chessy .. but funny .. and sweet.. hihihi :D
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akhiRnya kelaR nOnton pada nGopi2 ke starbuQ deh... gua mesen salah lage.. hiQ .. akhirnya keQi2 gua mOto2 diri sndiri di starbuQ.. wkakkakQ :D :D
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haiyah .. knapa gua keingetan mOlo yeh sama itu.. :( :( i miss him.. hiQ hiQ hiQ .. barusan dia akhirnya gua sms .. dan tetep as olwes .. no reply .. mungkin saatnya gua untuk ngelepas dia? n becoming to be what i always wanted to be.. back to my oldself.. with my bunch of friends and surely .. no heart to give away anytime soon..


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All shadows of tears
Loneliness ahead of me
Will await

Build The iceberg
and welcome to stardome

Btw maybe today is not really my day .. ga lama sblom gua pegi ada phonecalls dari one of my mom`s friend.. unfriendly voice and giving a bad news too .. :( :( u see.. my dad`s on his Holiday to china and she just heard there`s a bus accident where my dad`s s`pose to be gOing with a bunch of his friends... 20 dies and 20 seriOus injuries... And my dad typical.. he never rings home or anything.. pOOr mom.. she has to call to ma dad`s friends to find out news.. :( :( Hope my dad`s Okay and safe somewhere there.. i felt so godamn worried.. Oh well .. afterall he`s my dad.. and i love him.. hiQ :( :( Hope there`s news soOn.. phew..

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Djakarta, 10.10.04 -23.50-

Hey Hoy Hey ... hihi .. haRi ini i go out d whole day .. baRusan ajah baleX jem sginian.. phew.... :D pagi2 buta udah di banGunin sama nYokap gue .. saahh critanya haRi ini gua spend Quality time sama Nyokapgue.. jadi anaX baeX :D hihihi ^^ well.. peginya barenX2 sama tmen dia lage sih 2 biji.. ihiQ.. gua beRasa tuWa beneR keQnya gaul ama emaQ2.. uhuQ uhuQ ..

me and ma` mOm :D dah lama jg seh nih gambaR.. mwakakakakaakaQ but okay lah.. critanya gua anaX sayanX nYokap.. *gaya* mwakakakaQ
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Oh well.. beli bandeng gitu sih tadi gua .. ajegile tuh bOil bau iKan bandeng presto gitu .. mana beli nggaX tanggunX2 lage banyax beneR.. ckck kalo ibu2 blanja gua gaX iKut campOer dah .. mwakakakakakaQ :D itunX2 bekal guabakalan jadi emaQ2 someday .. fiuh.. mOga2 jadi emaQ gauL *dOa komatkamit* aHiak aHiak :D :D :o :o .. well.. dah gitu baleXin ibu2 pekaka .. sambil nunGGuin adeQ gue baleX ..

Ceritanya malem ini mO ke tmpt caLon mertuanya adeQ gue .. ahEIHEIheiheieh.. heBoh yah .. adeQ gue jadian dah amPir 3 taOn neh .. *siriQ* :D :D .. bonyoX dah kenal dst .. tinggal nunGGu merit ajeh .. well wish him d best dah .. baleX lage ke cerita gue.. caLOn mertOkunya adeQ gue ceritanya baRu pindah RUmah gitu.. akhiRnya beliin housewarming gift dst dsb .. ckckck.. :D :D :D dan GUa AKHIRNYA SHOPPING !!!... :D :D kayaX kdngeran bell halleluya di kuPing gue.. stelah seKian lama gua gaX blanja gara2 bOkeQ... aHiak aHiak :D :D akhiRnya gua morotin nYokap jg .. *bangga* :o :o dapet clana 2 biji sama baju .. Fuhahahahaha.. :D :D *tawa liciQ* :D :D :D :D :genit:

trush malem2 gua nge pOOL ma tmen2 gua .. dah lama banget gaX ketemuan ama dia org .. :) kangen jg sih nGumpul2 .. cman koQ pas kuwaR hati gua kayaX belOn siap bwat pegi2 yah? aLthough.. gua pNgen kuar ajah haRi ini .. cman kagaX bisa ampe malem2 unfortunatelly .. ihiQ .. :( :( well tomorrow will dO lah... huF.. belOn bayar tagihan puLa buwat buLan ini.. Nyam2.. :D :D hahahah ^^ Ribet banget urusan gue yah :D ..

Still... No news from d Love One.. missed him badly :( :( :( .. hiQ.. mana tadi pas ngepuL stel lagu aLicia keys - If i ain`t got u puLa.. hiQ.. remind me a Lot.. he used to gimme sOngs and all that.. duNno what shud i do next.. but Phew.. i`ll suRviveeeeeeeeeeee !!! Gambateeeeee .. :D :D ahiak aHiak.. TO BE If it meant TO BE ... hah elah.. baru ajah di Omongin tuh alicia keys.. skarang winamp gue muterin pula.. haahahahahah ini winamp ada heart connection kali ye ama gue ... :D :D :D :D *ngakaX* oh well.. i still got my friends..

oH forgot to mention.. kmaren baru chat banyaaaaaaaX banget sama my Old friend from syd.. my very best friend ever.. she was offering me to study in beijing.. dan kmaren dia MSG gua di MSN euy .. dia lage keSepian di LA.. hahahaaha .. she`ll be graduate next june.. kalo smuanya pass .. wah wah wah .. and guess what ? she offered me to accompany her in LA.. :D :D wah wah.. i shud give a thoughtfull on that .. i really miss her.. and i really miss myself .. my Oldself actually .. told ma` mOm bout it.. and she said if everything is under budget i could go there.. phew.. :) a thought to be consider..

oH well.. kmaren ada pic lucu btw .. hihihi .. somebody sent me this.. The new burger from Maccas :D :D CUTEEEEEEEEEEE !! :genit:
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Djakarta, 10.10.04 -00.39-

Flawless
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It's just these things in me
I don't really understand myself
It really seems unfair

Everything u do
Everything u say
Everything u want

Just feels right

It's just these things in me
I don't really understand myself
It really seems unfair

However u look like
However u treat me
However u act

Just makes me feel right

This is just not me
so untrue
But here's the fact
here's what happens
it's real
U've got me thrown out
to the middle of nowhere
To an outer space perhaps
But there's something strange
I can't find something wrong
everything I see
everything I touch

Just feels right

All that u do
All that u are
They are flawless

hahaha... exactly .. just woke up this afternOOn.. hhaahha amazing i slept for over 10 hours .. haiyah dah kayaX :babi: .. :o :o :o abis di gangguin... pertama dari tmen gue ceweX .. tiba2 bangunin gua minta di temenin nGGosip cobaX... huDuh... cman abis bilanX ama dia gua baru boboX 3 jem dia taRo tpOnnya... haiyah mercy me.. dah gitu continuous call dari sodaRa gue yg pNgen masuX kamar gueee bwat maen RAGNAROK.. haiyah dia baNGunin gua getoQ2 kamar + telpOn stiap sejem.. mO gua bOM tu org GRRrr.. :kagets: :fuck3: :fuck2: :hammer: :mad:

akhiRnya gua tuRun kbawah nOnton tipi ... nYokap gua pulanX akhiRnya .. besoX minta di tmenin blanja.. nyem2... my gewd friends were askin` me t gO out.. but .. still in no mood of gOing out either.. jadi gua stay at hOme.. nOnton Tipi gua yg jadi best friend selama gua stress .. ahoEHOEHOeho ^^ Geezz i really gotta fixed up my life man.. kaCoo kaCoo kacoo.. :D :D ...

Here i am aGain .. in front of my Comp... starring at the mOnitor while thinking on what to write in my Loving Blog.. haahah forgot to mention.. kmaren abis chat conference gila sama anaX2 kaskus laennya .. ada si ochati, jo lapantiga male, es we ep, mami, neki, en so on en so on.. :D kaRokean ampegila.. dari nyanyi kOpi dangDoet sampe kuch2 hotahe.. aHiak aHiak.. they`re nice too.. dah lama i haven`t got a gewd laugh.. hahahah tQ yo guyz.. :D :D :D Nyem2...

No phone calls today.. :( :( oh well.. i got used to it anyway .. iF he din call me it`s HIS LOST !!!... *gaya ceweX kuwaT*... hiQ.. maybe i need to put mOre practice oN dat words ... oH well.. kayaX tmen chatting gue dia bilaNX kata2 yg tepat bwat experssing my feelings saat ini : [B]"Seuntai ketika mengucapkan kata "KANGEN" merupakan suatu dosa besar, ijinkan aku mengatakannya dan biar kutanggung semuanya... " [/B]

bRowse2 ah sapa taO dapet hal2 luCu yg bisa gua pOsting di sini .. kekekeQ.. :D :D :D nyem2 .. bWat yg baca2 BLOG gue.. jaNgan bOsyen yeh.. cYUp2 :kissmouth :kissing:

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Djakarta, 09.10.04 -00.24-

wOh.. ma dad`s goin abroad today.. so.. it`s just me, my mOm and my lil brO stayiN.. :D :D nyam2.. just got up to ma` room.. abis nOnton pelem dr bawah.. huH.. sampe umuR segini gua masih dMen banget liYat cartOOn ... :D :D disney channel my fave .. tambah nickelodeon :D :D :o :o jadi mayU.. wakakakaaQ :p

Whole bunch of ma` friends askin` me to gO out nyabu... as in.. makan shabu2.. wakakakaQ.. no negative thinkin` yo folks... :D :D :D but i guess.. i`m not in d rite mOOd to go out anyway ... so i`ll just stay and having fun watchin` those movies avail on tv.. lame? HELL yeah .. :D :D

No news bOut my love oNes either.. :breakhear :norose: guess he still on his -notalking- strike again... haiyaH... my bad.. guess i just deserved this...

N today .. i reconsider bout takin` my mOm`s offer going to Beijing .. Going? Not Going? Going? Not Going? lemme think... Beijing eQUal Freedom.. Freedom eQual Beijing.. ahahaha dat`s not so bad after all .. back to d old days in sydney .. d different thing is.. Beijing is not as fun as syd i guess.. the party is not that wild .. d friends is prolly eQual.. but my english`ll gettin lame somehow.. lol :D :D shud i give it a shot ? Maybe.. Maybe Not.. MaYbe.. Maybe Not.. huF... confusing.. :berbusa: :( :hammer: :confused:

i seriously needed a jOb .. :D back to my own feet and speeennnddd !! .. lol :D :D .. cari2 cerita ah biaR gaX bOorin`.. nyem2 ..

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Djakarta, 07.10.04 -14.47-

*HoahM*.. aNother day... yg harus di lewati ... bosan bosan bOsan.. i need a Job.. i Need a life.. ahuEHUehueheuh :D :D a gewd friend of mine just called.. she said. "I`ll Help u Out sistaH.." gila udah kayaX halleluyah choir di kuPing gue euy .. :D :D well u can`t olwes depend on someOne though.. hewh.. Hope i`ll be forgiven by someOne... MAAP MAAP MAAP.. :( :( Will do anything to make it up with u .. hiQ :(

Meja - It`s too late.. gelO winamp gue .. wakakkaaQ.. langsunX muterin tuh lagu pula.. :p ck ck .. Wah btw tadi gua dnger2 server radio yg biasa gua siaRan mO di closed down.. hiQ.. no mOre broadcasting for me ... :( :( cOmpie gua kapan beneR yah? *garuX2* Btw gua dmen banget sama lagu jazz.. ada suggestion lagu yg enaX2?? haUEheuh dah lama banget nggaX doNlot2 lagu neh ^^ .. :o :o Oh well.. Poem time... :D :D

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Kau dan Aku

kau
jangan ucapkan
kata tidak dari bibirmu
sungguh kuharapkan
semua tidak pernah ada

akankah
datang waktu
aku tak ragu
tuk memintamu jadi rajaku

aku cinta padamu
itu sungguh
secerah mata memandang
hanya dirimu yg kulihat

segenggam hati bicara
hanya namamu yg terbisikan

jangan pernah bisikan kata cinta
jika tiada hati di sana
jangan pernah kau berdusta

jika tak ingin semua sirna
diriku hatimu
hanya kau dan aku

:D :D :D

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Djakarta, 04.10.04 -1.20-

Ah.. Baru abis chatting.. ternyata oh ternyata .. ketemu sama First love gua yg dah merit.. kyahaha .. as time goes by smuanya jadi lucu ^^ :D masih keinget saat2 gua baru pertama kali ketemu dia.. sampe saat2 moments gua sama dia... skarang ngeliat dia udah berkeluarga and all.. luCu banget.. kayaX nya waktu cepet banget berlalu .. gaX berasa udah 4 taOn gua baleX dari sydney .. i think back .. hahah sweet but funny memories .. :D well First love worth remembering rite? :D ..

Aduh Compie gua hanng lageeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... arrrrrggggggh brb bntr

Back.. 
hUHm... lage chattingan + webcaman neh sama tmen2 eke .. Nyam2.. wakakakaaQ.. kocaX2.. *Pose* haiyaaaaaah gua kaNgen beneR siaRan neh .. gua biasanya malem2 gini suka siaRan.. hiQ hiQ hiQ.. gaRa2 coMpie kepaRat gua gaX bisa siaRan .. :( :( :( Kapan yah cOMpie gue beneR.. hiQ hiQ hiQ..

Sambilan liat2 imel.. ternyata ada list lowongan KOMPAS.. hEUEuh tuh org sih beneR2 rajin ngetiQnya .. :thumbup: :D .. hew ada a few.. hiQ.. i Need a lifeeeeeeeee.. gua butuh kerja neh .. dah pegel gua di Rumah Molow.. uhuQ .. rest is OVER.. skaranX tinggal cari kerja... Yea yea yea :D :D anywan need an employeee? hahaha ^^ :p :cool:

astaga gua hang lage T-T .. mati dah gue :( :( brb lage
Fiuh back .. :D akhirnya setelah ristat2 mOlo.. ihiQ..

wew.. dah ampir jem 3 euy.. Insomniac Forevah !...
Bagi yg masih pada meleQ N dmen beneR ngebuCks.. nih liat kalo kebanyaXan kOpi .. :D
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The magic of photoshop.. a Long n Winding Road.. hihihi ^^ :D :D anywan wanna walk dat road wif me? :p nYem2.. Darkphobia neh.. uhuQ. :( :(
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GAM !!.. hew.. dah lama nggaX ke 7th heaven...
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astaga Hang LAGE !!! makjang ... Compie kuw oh Compie kuw.. skali lage hang dapet muG canteQ neh.. damn .. :p ahuEHUeh ^^

Udahlama nggaX Rave jg.. uhuQ... kApan yah? dnger2 Baklan ada dJ jepun datenX ke MBC.. hOhoHOho :genit: :genit: asyiX asyiX.. eniwan mO pegi?
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One Thing i missed the mOst .. hiQ SYDNEYYYY... :( :( :( View yg slalu gua liat pas i have time for myself :D
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Fiuh.. dah ah enuf for today .. BoboX.. *hoahM* :o :o :D
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