Sweet & Sour

Djakarta, 01.05.05 -02.39-

Oh yea.. :p my weekends.. sweet n sOur :p ..

[b]FRIDAY[/b]
hoho .. i went to Fluid ... :p ada 2 DJ dari Uk dateng gitu :p .. James Sullivan sama stu lage lupa namanya sapa :p.. hhoho .. nyam2..
sooooo i went wif bOn n my X .. again :nohope: ..

argh so .. the Music is SOOOO nice .. but the drinks are overpriced n sux .. but basically that was Quite cool.. despite the thing .. ehm.. i guess my ex ngajakin gua balek gitu .. but .. i don`t think i wanna go back wif him .. :nohope: argh kaga taO ah puyeng .. :p ..

oh well kita balek smuanya .. n bOn nginep di rumah gue .. :D :D lol.. we chatted till morning n slept till the next afternOOn .. haha :p .. well.. i did have a nice dream .. :D :D funny though ... :D :D oh well.. i`m [b]SO[/b] not gonna tell that dream to the persOn i dreamed a bout

[b]SATURDAY[/b]
ehm.. soooooooo NOT our day :( :( :(
we were planning to go out tonite.. buat chilling sessiOn :p .. hhaha .. so Rina`s come with a plan to go out dinner n midnite after ..
tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. hiQ :( :( nOne of em seems working...

we were planning to eat this sushi thingy di Wijaya gitu .. :( .. so .. bOn n Me .. gotta pick up Ellaine di Pluit .. and gotta meet the others later on somewhere.. well .. kita mO cpet jadi lama gitu :( :( Rina kejebak this stoopid jam di semanggi .. dan we stucked di Telok Gong ngga jelas gitu .. coz i guess we made a wrong turn .. Geez.. Bon`s [b]SOOOOOOOOO[/b] PISSED !.. coz.. Rina`s keep calling n changing places.. yg akhirnya smuanya pada ke Plaza Semanggi n eat there..
so... we eat at this [b]SOUP RESTAURANT[/b] Chinese Cuisine .. erm.. Over priced n not really that nice makanannya :( .. *sigh* .. trus abOut the plan on watching Danny The Dog .. gotta put on HOLD TOO !! ..ternyata .. Rina ngga jadi ikutan nonton midnite :mad: She`s gOing to En Lounge with her sisters n friends.. ARGH ! :mad: so what`s the pOint of meeting her there.... !! Grr.. :mad:

Guess what ? kan we`re asking abOut the movie in Semanggi 21 .. ternyata themovie starts at 10... padahal gua tadi planning on asking si [b]Oren[/b] Out .. trus belOm mulai mamamnya.. hiQ :( :( .. so.. kita pergi mam .. n tell [b]Oren[/b] to go to EX beli tiket doLo .. coz i know it`ll be fully booked :( :( *sOb* .. ternyata pas sampe EX... they`re not there yet :( ..
so we go up to see if there`s any seats left .. :( :( [b]TERNYATAAAAAAAAAA.. [/b] 2 STUDIO2nya FULL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. :( :( :( :( hiQ... akhirnya si [b]Oren[/b] & tmennya datenX.. uhuQ .. :(:( .. hahaha i was joking abOut his Voice earlier .. er.. a mean Joke actually .. and he felt down on himself.. gua jadi ngga enak ati .. :malu: maap yah renn .. suara elo kayaX delOn koQ sumpah deh .. *angkat jari 3 di atas kpala* :D :D mwahahaha ..

trus... akhirnya dia sama tmennya cman ketemuan doang saama gue di EX lobbynya.. they wanna go n have dinner or whatever things.. :p ..
akhirnya kita ke [b]Megamall[/b] rencana mo karoke.. ternyata pas di tpOnin ngga bisa di bOoking... sampe sono.. hmpf.. ternyata it`s all fully booked :D :D haha .. dang .. i guess we`re not s`pose to go tonite huh :p .. trus... we gO out n find a pool place :p.. di Sebrang MM ada pool gitu deh .. jadi kita ke soNo deh maen 1 jeman lebih .. trus anter Ellaine pulanX rumah :p.. n bOn drove me hOme.. *sigh* what a disaster.. :( :( nothing seemed worked .. argh.. next time would be better :p ..

hahaha :) ..
oh well.. besoX gua ada appointment gunting rmbut .. :malu: .. mOga2 ngga jadi jelek rmbut gue .. uhuQ uhuQ :p

01-05-2005, 10:33 PM

When I close my eyes
Darkness seemed to be everywhere
Calling for light to be in my life.

Down and wretched by the world,
Nothing sets me free.
Set me free, set me free.

I feel it and I can’t deny
The energy within is corrupting my mind.
Prayers after prayers I say
As a mean to calm my body and soul…

Deep down in my heart
I know
That may be I should just let it go
But the dark scars and reality of life
Still weigh me down…

Most nights I stay alone and cold at heart
No one to turn to
No one to talk to
My soul is wretched to bits
But still no one is with me
What is so difficult to be for somebody?

Hope and wishes that I have
Never did come true.
Only disappointments that haunt me through…

When I close my eyes
Darkness seemed to be everywhere
Calling for light to be in my life.
Set me free, set me free.